I’m sharing something very personal, i’m crying by sharing this…I’m also sharing video from instagram about this post, sorry for my voice still stick…You also listen the song by reading it i share it the bottom..
Lets start by why I’m single. I always thought that I will marry a guy with whom I will lose my virginity. Well, we stayed together 3 years and we got engaged. One day his phone was beeping all day while he was asleep. I checked and found out that he was dating another woman for about 6 months, while he was planning a wedding with me. She didn’t know about my existence. I didn’t contact her, because it was not her fault, she was innocent in this situation.
I never checked his phone before because I felt like I could trust him fully and I’m not someone who is sick by checking my boyfriends phone. I think we all need privacy, as I didn’t want him to check my phone, well he could have if he wanted to, I don’t care, but I think it shows that you don’t trust the person who means the world to you.
So after all this mess I broke up with him. He called the woman in front of me and told her all the truth. He turned on the microphone so I could hear what she is saying. She was crying and I felt pain for her. Well, I was hurt too, and I couldn’t forgive him after that, i gave him back the ring and i told all the truth to his parents, because someone had to explain why we not getting married at the end.
He mother told him how can you be such a fucker?
His parents was asking me to forgive him and all, because we were very close, they use to come to my house and have dinner with my parents and this is so messed up now. I gave him back the ring, which he putted back in to my mail box, well i took in putted in to my jewellery box, i’m not going to put to rubbish the ring of3000euros.
I still see him sometimes on the street we cross each other, because we live in same area, we say hi to each other, but this is it, i dont know if he dating or what he is doing, i was so hurt, that i barely care.
After this experience i can never trust anyone and it makes my life very difficult and for another person who i’m dating as well, because my past, is not his fault, so i can never have normal relationship after all this.
Second boyfriend was my best friend we decided to give it a try, as we were both single, but after few kissing i almost puke, i just can’t look at him as a boyfriend, even if he is so wonderful, beautiful inside and outside, but i just can’t, so we still best friends, all is fine.
Listen the Song By reading, so it will look more dramatic😂❤️